Jumper.

never have i felt more alone and more hopeful at the same time.

i have no way of knowing where this leads, and this sweet, sad feeling of giving up, of letting go is alien to me. i am letting go not only people, but worlds, worlds carefully created and embellished over the years.

taking this first and crucial step towards the unknown fills me with dread.
at the same time my heart is urging me to take the leap.

on the brink of indecision, i feel most alive.

life is meant to be lived like this.